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October 20 Hello Multiverse!~[8:14am]
Hello Everyone....
I know it has been along time since I have posted here.. I mostly post on Facebook and My Website <> http://www.jeroc.com/ ..... I hope everyone is doing well, and is ready for Halloween! Lottsa Parties, so everyone be safe ;]
it's tuesday morning and I am wondering if 'she' has recieved my letter yet? did 'she' rip it up before reading it all?
Did 'she' read it all then rip it up? or did 'she' put it away for now? Will 'she' want to know? Does 'she' care?
These questions plague me today.. and most likely will, until I find some piece or semblence of an answer(s).
...more later.... .... Jer OC on Messenger ..... September 21 11 yearsSept 21st @ 7:30pm ... The Clock Will Tick... And One More Year Is Added.
A Day That Hurts... A Day That Haunts Me.. "If Only" .."What If".. " I Should Have" Plague Me. Another Sleepless Night.
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As I say Hello To all of you out there in the Multiverse... I hope your day is a good day =) May 27 Just a few Hours[3:54am]
Hello Multiverse!~
I Cannot Sleep.. So I just dropped in to say Hi ;]
*sigh* Depressed.... such as Life....
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... I have to update my music lists.. Already On "Mental Mosh Mix 9.0a" I'll add it soon to the music list ;]
[xx:xxam] May 26 Just droppin in!~[3:47am]
Hello Multiverse..
I am updating my website and figured I should drop by and add a alittle note here.. since I have basically only been updating Facebook and JerOC.com I feelt alittle guilty leaving you out (heh)
I hope everyone is doing well, and to all my Americans friends I hope you had a great & Safe Memorial Day Weekend!~
[xx:xxam]
..maybe more.. if time permits ;p April 18 oh btw[5:11pm]
I forgot to mention.. the new "April 15th (part7)" was posted April 15th at midnight for those that follow them
http://www.jeroc.com/secjournal/ and to uall my facebook friends.. Soooooo Sorry I did not reply to my Birthday wishes
I will make it up somehow!!!! ;]
Have a great day everyone, and thank you.. you all make me smile..and truly make my day
thank you.
ok back to building some new computers.. yes I can build computers from parts.. (YaY)
adding 2 nice ones to my home network..replacing some old ones.. finally :)
ttys
Jeremy Laverty Hello Multiverse[4:49pm]
Hi Everybody, I just wanted to stop b and wish everyone wikked awesome weekend, great weather... well until Sunday.. but for nowit's beautiful outside.
Sorrry I have not beeen responding very well to my emails, blogs and posts, but I have been very illa and in hospital.. I will be having surgery soon.. nothing to major.. just opening up my abdomen and ...well.. *uhg* not so good... but I'll be all good .. and as good as new soon :]
So I hope everyone is having a great Saturday.. oh btw I just 456$ on groceries!!! but I got some awesome foodz.. lottsa healthy stuff, lottsa veggies, and staples.
so I should be good for a month or so ;p
I also gave alil extra to my charities this month... and it was my daughters birthday.. she was born in 1994!!!!!!! it's so unreal.. if you read my poems you alreadyt have an idea where I am 'emotionally' I guess is the best way to put it.. but I am trying to take everything as it comes... besides my body falling apart.. the last thing I need is my mind to go on me... again :x
ok well that is about enough blabber for now.. and again, I am sorry to everyone, especiay everyone that sent y wishes.. I feel terribleI didn't reply.. but I was hospitalized2 days after my birthday, and in 2weeks 3 times....so fogive me
have a great weekend everyone.. ttys
Jer OC April 16 Samantha Laverty-Rutledge [A.K.A. Sam Parsons]April 15th
Happy birthday Princess!~
2H 2K 4ever. I miss you more then you could possibly imagine. *Sigh*
I hope youhave a wikked awesome birthday... 15yrs old... wow.. I chased your MoM when she was 15yrs old :O
;]
all my love.
(April 15th part 7) posted tonight. www.jeroc.com/
Jeremy Laverty February 20 Hello Multiverse!~I just wanted to say hi and wish everyone well... ..oh and btw.. the new add-on for Grand Theft Auto- The Lost & The Damned is wikked awesome!~ Quote http://www.facebook.com/people/Jeremy-Laverty/829470392 February 08 TorrentsHello Multiverse!~
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New Hardwaes On the [IS]Networks Adding 1.5TB (Internal) 1TB External 1GB RAM / DC2 / New Coolers.. Multimedia and all the fun stuff ;]
I hope everyone is having a good day!~
ttys
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October 03 Hello Multiverse!~ Hello Multiverse, I know it has been a few weeks since I have posted anything but I have been through some emergencies ie: You
all make me smile, thanks for all the nice thoughts! To make it alil
easier... So the story goes.. I was only supposed to be going in for a
pre-op, but when my oncologist saw the size of the "mass" (It was
beside my spine -> growing towards my liver - right kidney) but only
a couple of months ago my MRI and UltraSounds had the 'mass' at the ... Read Moresize
of a marble, when he saw me tuesday it was larger then a grape so
literally he said .. "Jer, you have to have surgery right now" It was
surreal because I was awake for the surgery.. BUT he froze my
spine/back/lower half of course.. which hurt the most!! the original
needles to freeze me is what hurt the most (ironically) So I was half strapped onto an OP Bed and he Sliced me open (YaY) which felt soooo Weird!@~ I couldn't really feel pain, just him push/cut/pull on "something" it took like 15mins and it was out clean.. he said it looked good and sent it off to Toronto, he was 99% sure it was benign and I shouldn't worry :) Sooo
I have "inner" dissolving stitches and then I have a few staples and
stitches that will be removed next Monday+ hopefully :) So "it" didn't
attach to my liver or kidney so I was lucky (thankfully) I'm still in shock to be honest.. and now it hurts!~ NOT to Be a Baby!! but I do have a hole in my back ;p Thank you to all of you who have written... Read More me, seriously it made me smile yesterday.. and today ;] - ok now I will thank all of you individually if I can keep some more strength (HeH) I hope everyone enjoyed this "Essay" explanantion ;] and sorry about all the typos!~ [5:36am] I am starting to swell, and the nodes in my neck are beginning to swell.. I may have to be admitted to the hospital, If I do I will have someone update my websites/facebook and here of course ;] ***Thank you to everyone that has givin me such strength in the last few days and I am sorry this is not a very happy or organised post per my usual ;] I hope everyone has a great weekend!~ If I do not "see" you before then ;] [5:40am] I am more upset with myself then you can possibly imagine, it is a poem I was hoping I would not have to finish, but over the last few months as I wrote it I had planned it to be posted Sept 22nd.. the day after ... 10 years to the day (NOT MY CHOICE) since I heard or saw my beautiful princess / daughter: Samantha Laverty-Rutledge [a.k.a. Samantha Parsons] Thinking of you... every second of everyday... I hope you recieve the journals I have been writing to you since the day you came home from the hospital in April 1994! I love you.. 2Hugs2Kisses 4ever bbiab...... August 29 Summer Ending...[9:58pm]
Hi Multiverse !~
I hope everyone is doing well and has a great summer so far ;)
Hmm what's new? Some good Movies, Some Great Music... Kinda Been an uneventful summer.. whether that's good or bad , I am not sure ;p
I hope Everyone Has a Safe And Great Long Weekend!~
[10:23pm]
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[xx:xx] July 17 Just Passing By.....[3:40am]
Hello Multiverse,
I hope all is well with everyone.. and hope veryone is keeping cool, and staying out of this terrible heat wave!
Things are good hear, i was pretty sick the last 2 months but I am recovering prety well now, thanks to my doctor (Which will be featured in my health and education section, which is currently under construction)
I have added some new writings http://jeroc.com/secjournal/ or click here. There is 3 more that will be posted shortly
and I am currently working ona very special one, about a fren that has been there for me, through thick and thin,
for years on end, to this very day. We have been friends for over a decade... ok that's enough hints for now ;]
I really should get back to sleeping.. except I was not sleeping.. I am totally awake... and can't sleep ;\
BUT I rented one of the coolest Xbox 360 Games made "Beijing Olympics 2008" it's the 1st great...no.. amazing
"Track & Field / Olympic Games" Made in several years, they don't just give li e7 events you get.. every event possible, plus
teams events, plus decathalons, plus LIVE play, plus team building and chacter stats upgrading.. not to mention
[4:03am]
Well I suppose I should go get some 'work' done.... or possibly sleep???
hmmm or maybe go for another gold medal!!?
You choose, and let me know ;]
have a great day everyone... see you back here in alil bit
pz July 04 Just A Quick Hello ;][11:34pm] Hello Multiverse, Just passing by atm... Still working/updating on 15 things at once **I am still working on my laptop & working on [ISOC]Networks 1 & 3 they are up and running but will be down at times for upgrades and additions. Apps: IE 8 ~ Direct X 10 ~ New Microsoft Live Applications & Download Center Gaming: Xbox Live Update ~ Gaming & nFo Updates ~ Games Added To Servers Writing: 3 New (*Dark) & 2 Draft Upcoming Versions (available soon) Multimedia: Servers are running [but only 1.8TB of space available atm] **new Hard Drives Are Been Installed [Additional 1.2 TB].. and a new Gallery is coming soon . YaY J **All movies , Music, Music Videos, TV & Applications Are Up ~ All Server Accounts Are Active Ok.. so now that, that is out of the way... Hi!!! :) I hope everyone had a wikked awesome Canada Day, and for our American Friends .. I hope You Have A great Weekend! [11:43pm] There is just too much to write right now.. and I am working on the servers so my 2cents will be delayed a little longer ;| BUT.. how about we all just make one little change in our daily routine and "Flick Off" (MuchMusic*) some lights, and how about we smile to each other just a little bit more often.. ok?? ... ok good :] I will bbiab to write a full and worthy blog ;] ..but for the mom am going back to "work" ;] Have a great day everyone.. everyone!~ here, there, and over there too! Peace is a good thing, lets make it the norm and not the goal!~ [11:47pm] ...... more soon..... And They Have added a brand new playground to Basil Grover Park, and they are still adding more !~ equipment for all ages.. from toddler swings and riders, to forts and castles, to skate park... and more... it's starting to look amazing!.. and btw.. their is a new government initiative to add more trees & shelters to parks and school yards.. PLEASE vote yes and give our municipal governments the funds to add all the new shelters, coverings, water fountains and TREES!!
[12:07am] bbiab [xx:xxam] May 27 My Soul Lit' Up Once Again!~[5:24]
Hello Multiverse,
I hope everyone has had a great weekend and a wikked start to their week. As you may have noticed there has been a delay in the posting of the Poem "April 15th (Part 6) [2008]" and there are many many reasons. When I was writing this years tribute to Sam, I carried my typical mixed bag of emotions, and the very heavy price that had been, and still is been paid, every second, of everyday.
My mother became extremely Ill and as she lay in the hospital emergency bed for 4days then onto a floor for another 6 days I became frantic, I became overrun with the fact that I might lose my best-friend, my soothing voice, my uplifting conscience, my mother! It was that and other medical conditions that had me wrapped up in a net built by anxiety. The sheer confusion I felt, writing about a part of me that had been missing for over 10 years, was to say the least …overwhelming. I was about to publish my work, when something of a miracle happened. Something so spectacular I cried… and it was good. For a moment in time, my tears where of joy and uncontrolled happiness. For it was a friend that sent me a few words that would forever change my life and how I saw My Princess!
[6:47am]
Wow… k I’m working on some software, a recovery-tower and a laptop, & I really need to get these finished, even for my own sanity (heh) ** I have revised the majority of my poetry. With plans to have them (or at the very least Part 6) posted by tonight!! Ohhhhhhh and THANK YOU!!! To those of you that knowingly & unknowingly helped me see my soul, she is so …., She is…. You ARE beautiful!~ *and I know how your Grand Parents are [well H&M R] and that has always been a good thought. Why? Because I know H&M’s ethics and morals and I know you are blessed to have them in your life..
[7:05am]
Bbiab---scratch that... I was just day dreaming...ooopps; p (heh)
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bbiab March 17 Thank You Everyone!~ For Wikked Awesome Birthday!~Hello Multiverse!
I just wanted to say thank you for a wonderful birthday, it really hit home & I really aprreciate all the wishes and gifts!~
and I want to thank all my friends around the world that took a few seconds just to send a birthday greeting, I really appreciated all of them
truely!~
I love all of "you" my friends, and I will forever remember even the smallest instances whenever our lives crossed paths,
whether it was in person or online chat, or online gaming.
You guys & gals ;p have and are in my thoughts all the time, and I hope everyone and your families are doing well... and basically I just hope Everyone is having a wonderful ride!~ (life) 'heh'
hopefully I will have time later to blog and chat but I really must go At the moment, Life calls...
Again thank you everyone for all the birthday wishes and good Karma!!!
Hugz 2ALL of You (heh)
Sincerely,
Jeremy Laverty February 28 Thursday Night[8:04pm]
Hello Multiverse!~
I hope everyone is doing well. Do you remeber when you felt somewhat disconnected with the situation, with the videos and tapes rolling clips of movies, reels running vivid memories of everything you have been able to get to this very point in time... this moment right now, of us reading this very blog.
It's times like that, that can be very confusing, and hurtful possibly, but their are som that make you smile or laugh to yourself as you relive that moment in time..
Hold on to that... I'l bee back in a bit too, hope everyone is having a great week!
It's Friday tomorrow.. w00t ;] I am going to toy around with my network tonight, maybe play some vids.. maybe I will see some of you shortly (heh) Xbox Live Calling ;p So I might just be back shortly... maybe tonight turns into one of eassay long speeches and talk, things trivial, sometimes sunstantial, but how do you keep moving through life, and Absorbing all of this knowledge to store in our minds not knowing if you 'stored' the right piece of information you will need in the future. At this moments events are taking play all around you, yet we are able to time .. not on stop or go.. but.. we do adjust time with speed. How fast did that party seem to last? How long was your last several hours of doing something that is either work or a very disliked chore ;p those we slow down to a crawl. By the way.. In the bigger picture who is keeping tabs on time? Perhaps we are missing it all together. sometimes it almost feels ...real, we can fix our countries and madness.. we will rise to level of education.. of common sense.. when kids are not eating dirt, and no-one was killed in todays "incident report" we can fix all of this right? So let's start...
[8:29pm]
Oh.. and I hope everyone has a wikked awesome weekend :) [8:30pm]
Rebooting and off to the network.... playtime, or is it work time? if you love doing something can it be work? (heh) pz
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